Not gonna lie, I just stole my dad's MJ cds and burned them all into my discography. His music always made you feel good, no matter WHAT.

I listened to Through Being Cool 3 times today back to back to back. I absolutely adore that album. I used to for years think that Stay What You Are is Saves the Day's best album and my favorite of all time, but Through Being Cool is now my current favorite from them, it blows my mind everytime I listen to it. It's really hard nowadays for me to find an album that I can listen to all th eway through and not skip tracks or just listen to my favorites, but in which every song IS a favorite.

So since I'm bored, and Richard just went home for the night, I'm going to list my top 15 'listen all the way through' albums. And these aren't necessarily some of my favorite albums of all time, they are just solid, amazing cds.

1. Third Eye Blind-Self titled
2. New Found Glory-Self Titled
3. Paint it Black-New Lexicon
4. Paint it Black-CVA
5. We Are the Union-Who We Are
6. Saves the Day-Through Being Cool
7. Four Year Strong-Rise or Die Trying
8. Finch-What it is to Burn
9. Vampire Weekend-Self Titled
10. Gatsbys American Dream-Ribbons and Sugar
11. Thursday-Full Collapse
12. Deathcab for Cutie-Transatlanticism
13. Fiona Apple-Tidal
14. Jimmy Eat World-Bleed American
15. The Rocket Summer-Calendar Days

I feel like I hardly spend enough time with you, and I do not like it one little bit. I feel like a clingy, annoying bitch.

I fucking hate living here. It's to the point where I don't talk to either of these motherfuckers unless I absolutely have to. I can't stand either of them. AT ALL.

I can honestly say this, without feeling awkward, or being afraid that he'll see it, only because he feels the same way but, I could wake up next to you everyday for the rest of my life and never tire of it.

This always happens. Always. I must have something about me that makes people drift away or something. I don't understand how I could go from hanging out with someone every day, and considering them one of my closest friends, to never talking, never seeing, and not knowing a fucking thing going on in her life. I'm tired of it. I don't fucking deserve it, and you know what? There is NOTHING wrong with me, I'ma great friend, I've been nothing but good to you and all for you to fucking up and drop me last year, and then completely stop talking to me as soon as I got a boyfriend. You're a shitty person, and you're selfish, and that is exactly why you are still fucking alone.

I just wanted to let you know, I've got your backs.