This always happens. Always. I must have something about me that makes people drift away or something. I don't understand how I could go from hanging out with someone every day, and considering them one of my closest friends, to never talking, never seeing, and not knowing a fucking thing going on in her life. I'm tired of it. I don't fucking deserve it, and you know what? There is NOTHING wrong with me, I'ma great friend, I've been nothing but good to you and all for you to fucking up and drop me last year, and then completely stop talking to me as soon as I got a boyfriend. You're a shitty person, and you're selfish, and that is exactly why you are still fucking alone.