I was an ass for thinking that depending on someone else to make me happy was wrong. In fact, he is the only person who does anything to make me feel like I fucking matter. I have no friends around here, and I have no compatibility with the ones I do have that live far away. I'm broke and I can't see anybody, and nobody bothers to come fucking see me. And if that means Richard is my crutch, so be it, at least I can count on him.