I don't know why I'm crying like a little bitch right now. I think it's because this whole fucking week has been a gigantic DISASTER, everything I planned got fucked up, I'm lonely and hormonal and angry and I hate everything. I busted my asshole all week at work only to be told, oh nevermind, you did all of taht shit for NOTHING because corporate isn't coming anymore, I barely saw Richard and tonight was like the icing on the fucking cake for being angry about that. I don't know, I just really want to scream into a fucking pillow, or off of my rooftop, or in someone's fucking ears. I'm angry I'm angry I'm angry. And I don't know how to stop being angry.