I can't live here anymore. I woke up to my parents screaming at each other for absolutely no reason. Every fucking holiday it's like this. There can never be peace in this house, ever. You can't say anything to the sperm donor without there being cursing and swearing and venom being spit in your face. I don't understand these people. It honestly makes me wish that I were never born if only my mom could have a fucking normal life. I am so miserable and sick and I am probably not even going to go anywhere today. I will probably sleep the rest of the day and eat a frozen pizza, that's how much I fucking loathe holidays. Kill me please.