So after I calmed down, I went to my mom and I's friend's house for Thanksgiving dinner. I really did not feel like going to my grandmother's house b/c she's my dad's mom and that may sound cunt-like, and I DO deeply love my grandmother. But my aunt and her husband and my other uncle live there and they just really don't understand what an asshole my dad is and I didn't feel like fucking getting into that whole discussion over there. So I had a decent time at my friend's house, it felt really good being someplace where I was welcome and the curse of my dad wasn't following me around in the fucking place. I really can't stand that sack of shit, he's ruined everything in my life and poisons everyone else's too. I can't wait to move out of here, I really don't think anybody understands how STRONGLY I feel about leaving. It's gutwrenching.
Anyways, tomorrow is black Friday and I have to be at work at 6 am, but I don't care because I'm not expecting a lot of people there and even if there is, who gives a fuck because I'm off this weekend and I'm getting my tattoo and I just want to fucking relax.
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