I joined the gym today. I know, I know, I know I've been totally against gyms for as long as I can remember. I hate the thought of PAYING to work out when I know perfectly well i can work out at home. For FREE. But, it's freezing fucking cold outside, and as much as I hate to admit to myself, running has become my other life and I can't run in this shit. I can do all the crunches and pushups and free weighting I want at home, but if I can't run, I feel like I just wasted an hour of my life. I need that fucking treadmill at least until it gets warm outside again. Then my mom can take over my membership.

I just cannot wait to run.

I am going in tomorrow after work and I'm going to sweat and be sore and it's going to fucking rule. Also it will help me get out all of the pent up anger I've been brewing in for the past week. I swear, I don't know what to do with myself sometimes.

Also,