Someday you'll understand that everything is A-OK.

I saw the twins today. Odalis and Omaris. They came into the store to say hi. Odalis is SO pregnant. They both look beautiful. And I got to see Omaris' baby again. Such a cute kid already, and really quiet. I guess she takes after her mom. This is going to turn into a rant in a bit, but I wanted to just say that I guess when you're pregnant you really do glow or some shit, because they both just looked radiant.

Anyways, I've never been one to rush into relationships. It's just one reason I've been alone for ages. I would rather be by myself, than be with someone who treated me like shit, hurt me, cheated on me, or played games with me. That being said, Odalis has to go to court on Wednesday for domestic violence. That stupid son of a fucking cow that she's married to beats her. I can't fathom someone my own age being stuck in a situation like that, these are two of my favorite people, and when she told me all of that shit I wanted to fucking cry. It really hit a little too close to home. The saddest part is that she is choosing to stay upstate with him. It's sad. Really sad and gross, that someone cn have that much control over somebody. I know she's afraid, but I hope she makes the right fucking decision and comes back home so that her kid can be safe when it's born. I have NEVER trusted that stupid asshole she chose to marry, I've hated him AND his brother ever since high school and now I have even more of a reason to. I had better not ever, EVER see him on the street. Because I will bash his fucking face in.

Ugh, it just irritates me. Because as much as I love the twins, they've always been the kind of girls to rush into dating people. I know their parents were REALLY strict, and always wanted to control them and tell them waht to do, and now they're dating people and are married to guys that do the same. When is the right time to break that kind of lifestyle? Maybe they thought being with someone would save them from their parents, but in reality it just makes everything worse. Because at least your parents look out for your best interest, and these guys just want to stake a weird claim on them. It sickens me. It reminds me of my parents' relationship. And that always, ALWAYS makes me fucking sad.

I just hope the right thing happens in the end and Odalis comes back home.