Sooooooo, I didn't get to see Jaime yesterday. I'm MAJORLY bummed out about that shit man. I was really looking forward to hanging out, buying music and eating Red Bamboo which I've ironically enough never had. Sigh. Ah well, I guess it's more of an excuse for me to visit her in VA. I am so tired of White Plains, and Westchester and all that it entails. I need a vacation. Maybe I will take my mom up on her offer to go to Barbados this year, I really miss my family and I REALLY miss my brother. He's been kind of down in the dumps a lot lately and I want to just see him and physically say he'll be fine.
Anyways, work went by really fast today. I'm starting ot think I should just suck it up and stay there a few more months. I mean unless I get a sweet nannying gig, there's no way I'll find a pay each week job like that elsewhere. I'm trying to be more of an optimist this year. We'll see how that pans out, but for now I'm going to get my shit back in order and from there on, things will definitely look up.
I want to start enjoying my life again and stop worrying about so many things that I only have SO much control over. Can I get a hell yeah?
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2 comments:
hell yeah, girl
YES! Haha
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