I've been having a lot of issues with my stomach lately. Last year I got a check up with the gastrologist guy or whatever the fuck the name of that stomach doctor is. Said I have a slight case of IBS. Said I should relax and eat better. Neither of which I have technically done. I'm going on a diet though, I have to stop eating so much shit and not realizing what it's doing to my stomach. On the inside, AND the outside, ew. I just want to feel comfortable, my stomach has constantly been the source of all of my problems. Everytime I feel any kind of emotion the effects go directly towards my stomach, it's so strange. I hope I can fix this.

In other news, Friday we're hittin' up the palisades, haven't been there in like a fucking year. I can't wait to buy shit and eat dinner. Maybe see a movie? I guess we'll see. I really just want to lay around and watch Spongebob all afternoon, but i have to go to work tonight. Boooo.

I have a strange infatuation with grapefruits. They're definitely my favorite fruit now. I started eating them every morning to try and feel healthy and now I fucking need one every day or I feel empty inside. Accordingly, we have none left and I must wait til Friday to buy a whole bunch of those fuckers. I can't wait, srsly.