I love you Abbie <3

On another note. I can't remember living through such a fucking horrible week, ever. EVER.

I feel like crawling in a hole and dying. I still can't hardly swallow my fucking food. Do you know how much it sucks ass to have to swallow your juice twice? I have to squeeze that shit down. I don't know why I'm not being fed in a fucking IV bag by now. I'm miserable, I'm lonely, I'm fuckin gpissed off and I have to go back to my deathcamp job in two hours. I just want to fucking give up.