Ugh, so back to reality today. I slept til 4 pm and tried my best to find someone to chill with with no success, so I headed on over to Target and bought some shit to keep my mind off my crippling loneliness. But it felt worse being out and seeing everyone with their friends and boyfriends knowing I am by myself. White Plains is becoming a very painful reminder that I need to move away. I am tired of this town, I have lived here 95 percent of my life and I'm so over it and the people here too. I need change, I need to go somewhere where nobody fucking knows who I am, where I can see things that don't remind me of things I don't want to be reminded of. I want to make new memories and interact with new people and be happy with my surroundings, because I sure as fuck am not happy with my surroundings here.
I am legitimately bummed.
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