So Richard, being the awesome fucking person that he is, came over and brought me chicken noodle soup and ginger ale today and helped me put up my tree and it looks marvelous. That shit only took like 30 minutes whereas whenever I try to do it with anyone else it takes like 2 hours minimum. How can one person rule so hard?
Onto serious matters though, I really am very protective of my heart. Well my feelings. Whatever, that thing that sometimes likes to beat in my chest but is barely kicking nowadays. I don't let anyone near it. The last person I let near it fucked it up beyond repair, and I'm starting to really like Richard. I just feel really comfortable around him, he makes me laugh really hard, he's so damn cute and NORMAL and just a genuinely nice person. I can usually feel out someone's motives, and I can't feel his out. I just think he's a good kid. But like I said, I don't want to like anyone at all right now, I'm not ready. I don't want to get hurt again and I don't feel like attempting to put that trust into a dude because we all know how I feel about them at the moment. But....
he's so new.
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