I need anger management. I wish I had health insurance still, I need to learn to control these feelings. When I get mad, I cannot calm down. My hands sweat, my blood boils, I need to break things, I get mad at whoever is in the fucking same vicinity. And it doesn't take anything to piss me off. It does not take ANYTHING, to send me spiralling. But you're the exception, I never wanted to get mad at you, I never want to get mad at you, because that hurts me too. Whereas when I get mad at anyone else in the world I do not care. I'm sorry.