Not much has been going on in this neck of the woods. Had the best weekend yet with Richard, he finally got to stay over and it was so peaceful to go to sleep and still have him there when I woke up again. I am goign to start running again this thursday. I am so excited. I have missed it so much, plus I am so fucking out of shape and need to stop sitting on my ass and eating teddy grahams and watching reality television like i'm fucking 34 years old. Speaking of 34, I'll be 24 in two weeks. I can't even believe how old I am getting. it scares the shit out of me, I have no idea what I am doing with my life still, sigh. I am running out of time it feels like and I don't even have like a clue anymore. It's so funny how set in your tracks you can be, and something stupid can happen to completely throw you off. I used ot know what I was meant to do for so many years and for hte past 2 years it's all gone out of the window and I don't know how or where to start over. I'd have to change my whole major. Because, honestly, what the fuck am I going to do with a communications major with this shit fucking economy? Ugh. I have to do some solid soul searching and figure this out....

In the meantime, I'm going to scrounge for some food and watch food network.